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ohmygod! leave me the fuck alone!!

i cannot fucking stand it here. stop screaming at me saying i don’t care about you guys or that i don’t want to talk to you. there is nothing wrong with not wanting to talk to you, i don’t so leave it at that. i don’t know what i am going to do, i am confused and lost and don’t need to talk to you about it, you who have no idea who i am. 

i get that I’m not okay, thats why i am dealing with it, i don’t need you.

i dont want you so just stop! why can’t you get that! just leave me alone. i don’t care about you. happy your right with all your screaming and yelling about how shitty of a person i am and how fucked up you feel i am to you and no i don’t feel bad. you’re a mess and i don’t care about how much work your doing with this stupid shit i almost let you suck me into. i don’t care. i don’t need it. 

yes i don’t want to talk because i don’t have anything to talk to you about, i don’t want to talk. what i did to myself, what i am doing is my business leave me alone. please! i am going because i want to and need to not to satisfy something you need. thats why i didn’t tell you about it and there is no need for me to tell you. its my life, let me live it.